Life for Rent?

Whenever I listen to this song, how very true it is, and it applies to my life now.

I have never find myself a real home yet somehow. When will I? How will I? Well, I still dream and hope that it will become tangible soon.

Here is the song from Dido - Life For Rent. She sums up my thoughts right now.

I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live my life more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive

If my life is for rent...

So much to say, so much to do. I need to sort it out soon, as my life need to move on to the next phase. Can't keep getting stuck at all. I need to continue to follow my dreams.  "I can do all things, through God that strengthen me."